​on my own

[Intro: Deadfish]
I've kept on fucking up
And that's why I can't keep it up
But now I'm left here with no one
I gotta manage here on my own

[Verse 1: Deadfish]
It's been so cold now
That I've been on my own now
I never wanna wake up
These thoughts in my mind forever
No, I don't wanna hang out now
'Cause too busy hating on myself, yeah
Just digging my grave deeper
'Til I meet the reaper
Death to me is peace, yeah
I hate myself, all my cuts to prove that
I need a break, isolate from all of that
Damn, it causes my mind to break
Can you say that you relate?

[Chorus: Deadfish]
So I've been tryna find
Anything that could help me
And thеrapy isn't really perfect
I'm so closе to pull the plug
I'm on my own, I'm on the edge
I'm so scared, nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
Well, that's how my day goes

[Bridge: Deadfish]
I've kept on fucking up
And that's why I can't keep it up
But now I'm left here with no one
I gotta manage here on my own

[Verse 2: Heylog]
You don't know
How much you mean to me
I stumble up on my feet
Text you and never sleep
I'm happy, this can't be me
Cut me off
Write a song about us
Oh, numb
I'm hoping you're gone
You caught me a break
Recover from loss
But still feel the same

[Chorus: Deadfish]
So I've been tryna find
Anything that could help me
And therapy isn't really perfect
I'm so close to pull the plug
I'm on my own, I'm on the edge
I'm so scared, nowhere to run
But I'm still sitting on my own
Well, that's how my day goes