On My Own

[Verse: 1]
Yeah, it's been a long time, a long road since stole whips and potholes
Food stamps and shot homes, open cases, vatos
Yeah, being broke for real feel like you steppin' over hot coals
Every move you make hurt like a bitch when you stand ten toes
Aye, but finally we lit, I'm 'bout that sack just like I'm Chris Jones
Now I got some girls with nasty habits, shout out Prince Po
Yeah, I took care of my momma, family matters like the Winslows
Rest in peace to Pops, he never got to see the kid grow
Yeah, it's cool though, I know he watchеd me winning from above
Even though hе wasn't closest, he should've been with his son
Reminiscing as a kid when I really ain't get no love
I was searching for compassion, it's too much to get a hug
But I got up and turned that passion into rapping 'bout the mud
'Bout that action and them straps and how we packing all them slugs
Only claim to be myself, I ain't never claim to be thug
I'm just a east side nigga 'bout my business and my guns, I said

[Chorus]
I be too focused on this, but don't be surprised if I don't answer when you call my phone
Yeah, I get too trapped inside my head, be overthinking 'bout the reason that I'm on my own
I got my brothers and my sisters by my side
I know they got me whether I'm right or I'm wrong
It's hard to get my trust, so you gotta show me if you ridin', if you ridin' it, come on

[Verse: 2]
I saw a lot of people fall as I was comin' up
Damn near all my idols either died or started fuckin' up
Rest in peace to X, I heard that shit, it fucked my stomach up
Way too many names, but it be hard to even sum it up
Yeah, rest in peace to Juice, Mack, Nip and fuckin' PNB
Lil' O to Biz Markie, P-A-C and B-I-G
6 Dogs and Lil' Peep, King Von and MO3
I heard Doom died the same night I couldn't go to sleep
Yeah, man, rest in peace to past days
Thinkin' 'bout them class days
Listenin' to better rap and wishin' I was backstage
Yeah, everyone I just named
They made me who I am today
Long live the legends
I know that's you in a better place

[Chorus]
I be too focused on this
But don't be surprised if I don't answer when you call up my phone
Yeah, I get too tired and start my head be overthinkin'
'Bout the reason that I'm on my own
I got my brothers and my sisters by my side
I know they got me whether I'm right or I'm wrong
It's hard to get my trust
You gotta show me if you ridin'
If you ridin' then come on
If you on
If you ridin' then come on

[Outro]
Yeah, yeah
It's been a long time, a long road since stole whips and potholes
Food stamps and shot homes, open cases, vatos
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Yeah