On My Mind

[Intro]
And it's just
One of them days
Sitting back
Reflecting
Couple of things on my mind

[Verse 1]
Mordant
No inspiration, no decent stations
To lock into or go to
No tunes to vocal, nobody's local
If you know me, so antisocial
Humble and old school
But I don't like some who went to my old school
Some turned fake and present some bullshit
Honestly
Who are they fooling? Attempt is appalling
I'm still moving days, I ain't getting any younger
Days [?] never been heard
Now things are changing
Still don't like the fragrance
What are these wannabe pavements? Realest statement
Please be making
Not balling, maintaining, see them hating
See me aiming, banging in goals
No time for those
Who grind for raving and clothes
I show much more
Currently
At times, reality's bugging me
All I can do is face it
Stop chasing my dream and make it
I see a lot fall
And get back up like everyting's cool
I respect the fact you made it back
But now you're wack, please leave
Bars on your BB?
I find it funny, way too easy
When you're caught by a new trend
Or a new trap or a new sense

[Hook]
On my mind at the moment
So many things are going on, so I try to focus
So many ideas, so many regrets
Way too much stress, it's getting to my head
But why let it do that? Is it cause I choose that?
And if I can, why is it that I can't prove that?
Let me think more, inside dig more
In my own world, I let go and set sail

[Verse 2]
Back again, thinking
About progress, not chick linking
To the new, I stay quite distant
With the old, it's love if you made it
A lot fail the test
But some didn't care, some left with stress
Win or lose
Five star hotels or on the streets with booze
Reminiscing on high life
From sky high to taking a skydive
Deceived by the shine
Left in the dark with a devious mind
Reality, insanity
Everyday, they try and battle me
Who shall win?
No control or control I'm in
Let's see
If I'm in control like a chess piece
Or will the future reject me? A nerdy death
They say it's a gamble, place your bets
No time for chasing steps
Time to chase a cheque
Or two, or three
Or more, get Ps
Live a fantasy life
Already lived that inside of my mind
I can't even lie, I'm losing it
Worst ting is I'm used to it
Pick a beat and move to it
Might delete it, I ain't using it
Random, I'm loaded
I'm zoning, don't watch me

[Hook]
On my mind at the moment
So many things are going on, so I try to focus
So many ideas, so many regrets
Way too much stress, it's getting to my head
But why let it do that? Is it cause I choose that?
And if I can, why is it that I can't prove that?
Let me think more, inside dig more
In my own world, I let go and set sail