On My Ends

Verse 1

My consciousness challenged whether a God exists
I seen the consequence of just living by common sense
Streets told me (ayo homie) get it just how I live
Not learning that the will of God it trumps my prerogative
I want it my way, the king of beef and I'm Houston-Brown
No edition of homies to phone me and say cool it now
So what I'm doing now? Fall in line with the true and living
Realizing relationship is the true religion
Broken man, I was hurting such
Looking back at my past realized I was wasn't worth that much
Life was choking with a cobra clutch
I was wrestling myself
And my sin became my master I was dead and needed help
I was the edge bout to end it all, but I heard from the one who made me
That the trials and tribulations of life come to make you crazy
But only God could save me, and end all my debates
When I realize that that blood was shed to clean over my slate

Chorus
I ain't worried bout the strain, I ain't worried bout the pain, yeah I promise that I got it
I ain't looking back I promise I won't...stop
I'm here to defy the odds

I ain't worried bout beginnings, I'm focused on my ends (x4)

Verse 2

I'm just saying what the Lord say, so tell the mighty to duck like Bombay when MARS attacks and bombs bays
A beast you cannot tame
I'm a lion in the jungle take the leash up off my mane
Or I'll unleash a load of pain
Lyrically like Nas, but spiritually like God
And his glory reigns supreme so this image is no facade
God's army, I'm militant when I slay the booth
Black Panther style, my approach is like Rae Carruth
If you ain't read the book of course you ain't gonna see the vision
The ram sees what's missing, that Prince of Egypt living
Slave to my sin, I finally learned that I need revision
Renew my mind daily to the day I see an ending
Broke down I was messed up and my mind was dumb and twisted
But the legend john sung about was the one who got me lifted
So I wrote this, my atonement that my sins would be forgiven
You preparing me for greatness, never bring up my beginnings

Chorus
I ain't worried bout the strain, I ain't worried bout the pain, yeah I promise that I got it
I ain't looking back I promise I won't...stop
I'm here to defy the odds

I ain't worried bout beginnings, I'm focused on my ends (x4)

Verse 3

I ain't worried bout beginnings, I'm focused on my ends
Cause if I Look back on my past, I still focus on my sins
And if I worry bout what's done, I'll unravel what begins
And if I'm counting all my losses, then whoever truly wins?
See my life flashed in the clear view
While I was staring in the rear view
With the music blasting too much noise for me to ever hear you
Before I crashed, I broke down took my hands from off the wheel
And I realized that every man has a purpose to fulfill

Chorus
I ain't worried bout the strain, I ain't worried bout the pain, yeah I promise that I got it
I ain't looking back I promise I won't...stop
I'm here to defy the odds

I ain't worried bout beginnings, I'm focused on my ends (x4)