On Earth As It Is

[Intro: Brendan Paulhus]
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)

[Verse 1: Brendan Paulhus]
I made you walk the line
Land on your feet this time
So sick of fakin' it like I
Don't want a drink in my hand
Wish I didn't have to be someone
Gettin' old, but I gotta grow up
Wish I didn't have to be someone

[Chorus: Brendan Paulhus]
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)
Wish I didn't have to be someone
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)
Damn, I was pickin' a fight
Could you stay with me tonight?
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)
I'm gonna fix up my life
Oh, bare with me tonight
(Wish I didn't have to be someone)

[Verse 2: Callin Paulhus]
I don't wanna be anybody
But my body's screaming for help
I tend to hate who's around me
'Cause that's who I see in myself
I got no blood on my hands
I thought I'd do somethin' nice
I think I'm movin' too fast
I think I lied to my kids
Two months away from them
And my body's cavin' in
I don't think I'm built for this

[Bridge: Brendan Paulhus]
Don't think i'm built for this shit
I don't think I'm built for this

[Chorus: Brendan Paulhus]
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)
(Oh, bare with me tonight)
(Wish I didn't have to be someone)
I've already taken my life
(Yeah, I wonder if i'll ever grow up)
Just bare with me tonight
(Yeah, I wonder if I'll ever grow up)
I'll be a man of my word
Oh, bare with me tonight
(Wish I didn't have to be someone)