[Verse 1]
I'm so selfless
But I can't help it
Oh what I'd do for you
Ain't no telling
Yes I'm helpless
Don't be jealous
Yea I'm a lot of things
But I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish
Look I'm trying
I ain't worried about dying
Worried for the people I love
I'm not lying
Tell me, did I really give enough
Give you every little ounce of my trust
Perfect timing
Kind of like running to the plug
Oh shit, everything's been bugged
I'm denying, feeling like I really need a hug
Cause I gave too much, now I'm stuck
Fuck
[Interlude]
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[Verse 2]
Waste my energy
And all I did was help
(All I did was help)
Take these memories
And put them on a shelf
(On a shelf)
Break these worries
Take them all on with yourself
(All on with yourself)
Shake the energy
And awake it with a yell
(Awake it with a yell)
No conspiracy
I'm getting to myself
(Getting to myself)
Keep consistency
I'm spitting what I felt
(Spitting what I felt)
Had to focus up
Cause the cards I was dealt
(Cards I was dealt)
Got to soldier up
To make sure I prevail
(Make sure I prevail)
[Interlude]
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[Verse 3]
You were looking forward to this
Not a day [?]
Purgatory [?]