OMBROPHOBIA

This is it huh
That feeling
Sensitive as a serpent
When the skin it's in is peeling
I'm tryna play my cards right
But I don't trust the one who's dealing
No matter what I take
Couldn't heal my heart ache
No lie
The only time I don't wanna see rain
Is when I hold my head back cry
Really, I'm just terrified
That all the work I did
Just to pass down to my kids
In the end, won't mean shit
When really all they wanted
Was house that wasn't haunted
By the spirit of regret
Lettin' em know I didn't quit
This is it huh
That wound
The one that never heals
And probably kill mе soon
Infected by impending doom
How I'm dеad inside but sitting in my living room

This is it huh
A sorrow that the emo kids sing about
Tryna fill my head
With the good things that y'all said
But, there's still room for doubt
Why am I still doing what I'm doing?
Knowing it could lead to my demise
Was on the love boat but it capsized
Diving in her wet but I wasn't baptized
Only time I moved forward
When I said I backslide

This is it
On some MJ shit
Rehearsing for concert
My fans will never get
Passing on a basket
I probably should've hit
Only write these memories
Cause I know I'll forget that
This is it
Me, myself, and I
Only room 1 in the hole when I die
And I'm okay with that
In the dirt where take a nap
I hope there's a gap
So my loved ones
See the power from the flower
That I rose from the rap

Like This is it
Uh, Yea
That feeling
Tryna make it up to the ceiling
Yea
Can't stand the rain in my eyes
Drake clouds that fill up the skies
I admit that this is it huh
And nothing more
I'm sure
That this is it
Let them know I never quite
Truth coming off my lips
Can't stand the rain in my eyes
Dark clouds filling up my skies