Olli Mac

How many times do I tell you to come on home
I just got off my 9-5 & I feel very very tired
I need extra push when we get in our zone, oh
Break up every other day but just hear me out
You can use me abuse me
I don't care
Use me abuse me
I don't care

& I guess I can understand why
You left me because I left you on standby
& I ain't mean to stunt on you or to act that fly
Can't be mad when I see you with the next guy

How many times do I tell you to come on home
Always out in the club alone but you never leave alone
I wish I could unsee all of those texts, your ex
Images burned in my head, am I alive or am i dead?
Confusing & ruseing it's not fair
Got a blank stare askin why I care

Feelings gettin deeper
You gettin scared
Shawty you been drinkin
You feel impaired
You done lost your shoes
Feet feelin bare
We still out in public
I feel embarassed
Don't know why I fell in love
With a girl who love all type of drugs
In the club giving all type of hugs
Having kids with all types of thugs
You so self destructive
& so unaware
You use & abuse
Cause I'm always here
I'm cryin inside cause I shed not a tear
One day you'll look up I'll no longer be there

I might defy what you had said, “don’t leave me high and dry”
Guess I had you misread, finally found a girl and we can vibe
Come to find, she’s my demise
Hi to bye
Look me in the eye

How many times do I tell you to come on home
I just got off my 9-5 & I feel very very tired
I need extra push when we get in our zone, oh
Break up every other day but just hear me out
You can use me abuse me
I don't care
Use me abuse me
I don't care

You don’t care, and it’s not fair
Cut the brakes on my car going nowhere
Your mistakes tear my heart, knowing full well
Grown apart, in the dark and you’re not there
Posting pics, like a tart with a lens flare
Looking for rapport like you’re Colbert, woah there
Got me scared I paid the fare just to be embarrassed
Begging for some clarity, gimme that sincerity

How many times that you gon play me bitch
Hit my line always cryin with that save me shit
Man these hoes are new modern day slavery pimp
I can't believe I wasted time on a lazy chick
Too much money that I can be making see
It's too much money that you should go and make for me
A lot of girls I used to love used to take from me
I used to care about us for the sake of me
I need to get it together but you're not understanding me
I'm tryna hold it together for what's left of my family

Or what’s left of my sanity I know you’re always mad at me
I think it might be better since you plan with all these random peeps
Sinking this Titanic, while you bide your time, I’m panicking
Think about the signs, thought that my planets aligned

Wasn't aware that we didn't have time
I'm dyin