Older Now

Can I say what’s on my mind?
I wanna get it right this time
Awkward talk, awkward dance
Missed another awkward chance
But I am older now
I am ready for a change

Fuck it up, make you laugh
We both have traumatic pasts
See it for what it is
Still feel like a little kid
Running through open fields
Dog is biting at our heels
Falling down in the sand
Life is better without plans
'Cause I am older now
I am ready for a change

Let’s be honest, it’s not what
Our parents all said it was
No one stays together now
No one gives a damn about
Pushing through until the end
I’m never calling you again
Because I am older now
I am never gonna change