Old Ways

(Hook)
I ain't say a thing so now they thinking that I’m okay
All my friends just hoping I don’t go back to my old ways
Hoping it gets closer to the end, watch the world rotate
I wouldn't be here if they could let me choose my own fate
(x2)

I remember it was raining through the night
I left at 3am to try and make things right
If I left this world I know things would be nice
If only for a second I could take flight
Opened my eyes to see the brightest white
Is this really how it is at the end of life?
But it was just a pair of headlights
Wiped away the tears before I reached your sight
I don’t know how you found me i just can’t begin
You told me to get in don’t have to say a thing
I tried to say I’m sorry for the way I’ve been
You wanted to see me win, you had me under your wing

I gotta be careful walking on my own
Cause I dont know if Ima make it home
Nobody ain't thinking about where I’m going
Ain't nobodys fault but I feel so alone

(bridge)
Now I’m surprised that I’m still here
After all the times I tried to disappear
(x2)