Old Me

[Pre-Chorus: Derek Minor]
Lately I've been all up in my feelings
Why you tryna push me to the limits?
I don't trust nobody, really paranoid
This is not the way I should be livin'

[Chorus: Derek Minor]
'Cause I don't wanna go back to the old me
Yeah, I don't wanna go back to the old me
Why you tryna push me to the old me?
Mm, I don't wanna go back to the old me

[Verse 1: 5ive]
Yeah, uh, check it, uh
I never thought I'd see the day I break my mama's heart
But I know I did e'ery time I lit that lighter spark
Was swimmin' with them sharks for so long, almost lost my life
Mind was gone, stuck in the dark, but somehow I still made it to the light, yeah
And I can't lie, maybe I be in my feelings
Emotions run through the ceilin', so lately I just reveal 'em
I can't conceal 'em, I really need healin' with this pain I'm dealin' wit'
My heart is reelin' from broken friendships and folks I'm buildin' wit', uh
Then the Lord spit in the dirt and gave me eyes to see, huh
I had to get it out the mud and serve Him faithfully
Please pray for me, this mission I'm on keep me from home
Fightin' demons, dodgin' stones, but I gotta stay strong
Pick up the phone and tell wifey I love her, she say the same
And she say "Baby, keep doin' yo' thing in Jesus' Name"
I can't complain 'bout this here 'cause truth be told, huh
I'm all in, baby, I could never fold, that's on my soul, let's go

[Pre-Chorus: Derek Minor]
Lately I've been all up in my feelings
Why you tryna push me to the limits?
I don't trust nobody, really paranoid
This is not the way I should be livin'

[Chorus: Derek Minor]
'Cause I don't wanna go back to the old me
Yeah, I don't wanna go back to the old me
Why you tryna push me to the old me?
Mm, I don't wanna go back to the old me

[Verse 2: Thi'sl]
Yeah, I never thought I'd see the day I put my mama through
Bully hit my body, broke my bone, put holes through it
I don't claim to know it all, but I know that God knew it
And I'm still here standin' tall, so tell me, won't He do it?
I'ma build my dreams tall up on these sleepless nights
Lotta stuff on my mind, I ain't been sleepin' right
Ain't no sense in me cryin', so I'll just keep it tight
And you already heavy, so I'll just keep it light
But walk with me though, come and share some of my burdens
Talk to me, bro, where the strong go when we hurtin'?
I ain't caught this vibe in a minute
Man, it got me all in my feelings, for real

[Pre-Chorus: Derek Minor]
Lately I've been all up in my feelings
Why you tryna push me to the limits?
I don't trust nobody, really paranoid
This is not the way I should be livin'

[Chorus: Derek Minor]
'Cause I don't wanna go back to the old me
Yeah, I don't wanna go back to the old me
Why you tryna push me to the old me?
Mm, I don't wanna go back to the old me