Old days

[Intro: DDK]

Yeah

Okay

Yeah

Sing them fuckin’ blues for me

One of these old days

One of these old days

Yeah

Aw

[Verse 1: DDK]

I feel like a burden

I feel like im worthless

Feel like im worthy of love

And i don’t feel i deserve it

Feelings get tossed out

The window when i

Feel like im hurting

They tell me

“men should suck it up”

Do they forget imma person?

Do they forget im not perfect?

Do they forget that im working?

Up on myself like everyday

My mental feels like a circus

My bubble, it’s bursting

Mud is on me, you know it’s murking

My judgement cloudy

The sun just makes it so hard on the surface

Im searching, for this inner peace

Enemy is the person, i see inside of the mirror

Wanna break him & hurt him

Im cursing til i see the younger me

And cry when i hurt him

Im still taking shit out on me

I guess im never done learning

[Bridge: justicexavier]

Yeah

When i feel like shit

I just reflect

Gotta remember shit

Only change for the best

Yeah

[Verse 2: justicexavier]

Still remember the day momma bought maxi

That meant no more trips to the store breaking change for the taxi

Houptie was all white had some rust and a stain on the backseat

Road trips were the best sleep the smell of the suede was relaxing

Things as i kid i was too ignorant to experience

In a world of taxes and capitalism imperialist

Motherfuckers who don’t care about they people

Just the bread we give to fund they life to feed their

Homes and spoil they kids n shit it’s a shame like

Why tf i think eating ramen daily was normal

That walmart was a privilege and applebees was formal

Franks and baked beans was monday to friday and so on

Miss them days when grandma yelled to come in when the lights go on

Open oven got the kitchen feelin like 1945

Riceroni and good times feed my little mind

There was beauty in the struggle i miss the shitty times

Breaded chicken wit mac n cheese the shitty kind

[Outro: justicexavier]

Shit makes me laugh now

Guess it’s just

(one of these old days)

Just one of these old days man