[Intro]
Lay in bed
It's been three past ten
I've been faking death when there's no one around
SUGARRUSHH
Jimmy
[Chorus]
Jeez, I've been staring at my phone for years
I can't man up and face my fears
I've been holding back half of my tears
I'm so lost
Jeez, I've been staring at my phone for years
I can't man up and face my fears
I've been holding back half of my tears
I'm so lost
[Verse]
Okay, I'm fine, girl, I'm solid
She say, she likes my nail polish
Black paint, I dropped out of college
Searching for the person I wanna be
I feel so stupid for letting go
Hindsight, I swear that I didn't know
If I could, I'd quit the chemicals sooner than you'd ever know
I've been browsing, seeing similar faces
Looking at past messages to find all the traces
Of every little instance where you said that you hate me
I don't blame you, I've been missing you lately
Broken, mistreated
Believed all your reasons
And I've been so beaten
I'm trying again, I've been
[Chorus]
Jeez, I've been staring at my phone for years
I can't man up and face my fears
I've been holding back half of my tears
I'm so lost
Jeez, I've been staring at my phone for years (Okay, I'm fine, girl, I'm solid)
I can't man up and face my fears (She say, she likes my nail polish)
I've been holding back half of my tears (Black paint, I dropped out of college)
I'm so lost (Searching for the person I wanna be)
okay, jeez was written by st jimmy.
okay, jeez was produced by st jimmy.
st jimmy released okay, jeez on Sat Sep 19 2020.