Okay

[Intro]

[Rap 1]
(I don't like it)
Drunk on the taste of the hate and the wine
No, self-loathing
Burn a bit like a Merlo
Stuck on the past yeah
Maybe I should let go
Life to short to just to dwell on my ego

Veto me in the discussion
Because it seems like this team is gleaming
But it's probably combustion
When it burns then you'll learn it just that sudden
Why don't your self-obsession turn to nothing, bluffing

Bounce of Kay
Yeah I pretend I'm praising
Pretend I got faith that's never faidin'
I could preach but I never practice
Gospels singing like a fucking baptism

So tell me, how do you feel, is it real?
You know who you are, I can see the appeal
But I've lived life on a simpler path
I push it down, I let it pass

In the past, you were a kid bear no burdens
Still, cry back then when I was hurting
Still asked for help when I was feeling worthless
So now tell me what is the purpose?
He said, "Son tell me what's the purpose?"

[Pre-Chorus]
He said to swallow your emotions
Never thought I could
Now I'm just a glutton
Now I'm eating good

[Chorus]
Okay, yeah I'm okay I don't know what else to say
Pretend I got no problems maybe they just go away
Okay, yeah I'm okay haven't slept in seven days
Think I just say my future, wish it went a different way
Am I depressed or am I manic?
Yeah maybe just an addict
Am I crazy? Am I lazy? Or just really fucking average?
I don't know, let it go
Roll it up, let it blow
I guess I made it this far
Tell me what's a little more to go?

[Rap two]
Demons chasing
Spend my whole life trynna out race em
She just waiting and thought she got a man
Not a psych ward patient
Thought I never really had to talk, that's the whole point
And really figured out what to say
I don't really play coy
Taking fucking shots in the dark, just a sad boy
Throw it all away maybe then I'll spark feel joy

Am I strong when I don't speak?
Am I a coward, or am I just weak?
Could all just be a joke, and I'm fine
Whole life waiting on a punch line

Bear the hate, Ignore the weight, costing
Start to bleed ignore my need boasting
Baby, you would never be able to understand
That's what it means to be a man

[Pre-Chorus]
So I'll swallow your emotions
Never thought I should
Now I'm just a glutton
Now I'm eating good

[Chorus]
Okay, yeah I'm okay I don't know what else to say
Pretend I got no problems maybe they just go away
Okay, yeah I'm okay haven't slept in seven days
Think I just say my future wish it went a different way
Am I depressed or am I manic?
Yeah maybe just an addict
Am I crazy? Am I lazy? Or just really fucking average?
I don't know, let it go
Roll it up, let it blow
I guess I made it this far, tell me what's a little more?