​ok getting older

I stopped drinking
Don't smoke weed
I want to know me sober
My friends think I'm boring now
Guess I'm getting older

I stopped talking
To my dad
Weight lifted from my shoulder
I'm better off not seeing him
But maybe when I'm older

Loved my grandma so damn much
Died when I was twelve
If she knew that I kiss girls
Would she love me still? Mmm

Saw my sister graduate
Proud of her, I told her
Saw her through her first heartbreak
Guess she's getting older

My friends mother
Died last week
Didn't get to know her
She was only fifty-five
That's not even old

My girlfriend says I'm too closed off
I'm trying not to be
I don't wanna reach the end
And not be the best of me, mmm, mmm

[Instrumental Break]

If I could find the younger me
I'd hug her and I'd hold her
Say you have everything you need
I'm okay getting older