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[Verse 1]
Cabin fever’s what I’m diagnosed with
Try to focus, but it’s turbulent when I approach it
Prolly ‘cause I hit the liquor store to buy some more shit
Whether I’m tryna cope or celebrating my promotion

I’m conflicted and I know it
Nah, I’m not addicted, I’m devoted
Sick and tired of COVID, tryna liquify the lows
But fuck the different side effects, it’s my prescription yeah, I wrote it

Like a bill of rights
I feel concern, then I fill a glass
Then feel the burn like I’m Killer Mike

My homie heard what I was feelin’ like
Said he worried, said I should relax
I said word, that’s some real advice

Don’t wanna lie, but it’s tiring mincing my wording
Wanna confide, but I don’t ‘cause I think I’m a burden
So, I’ve decided I’m a difficult person
‘Cause ain’t enough my reserves to help my people that’s hurting, I’m sorry

[Chorus]
I’m sorry for the things I didn’t say
And that you feel I’m pushing you away
The problem is I didn’t feel safe
Telling you that I’m not okay

I’m sorry that I need a little space
But ain’t enough shelter at my place
In case I can’t tell it to your face
I’m sorry that I’m not okay

[Verse 2]
Me and mom don’t talk as often, sure that she hate it
Try not to promise to visit ‘less I’m certain I’ll make it
Between her, the in-laws and work, I’m deflated
Now my wifey gotta pump me up and I’m working her patience

Grateful for work but lately it isn’t worth what I’m making
Memories of feeling proud and worthy were fading
So, I bit the bullet, now I’m trading these verses for wages
Spending nights studying for that certification

Turns out, it ain’t as hard as it seems
‘Cause if I handle this exam and stay on top of routine
I could make it so my profits increase, make my wallet obese
And if it's coming at the cost of my dreams

I gotta grieve
Momma said I could have it if I believe
But life taught me that my purpose was to please
So, I been distant socially before I learned to read
But now I’m finna take the mask off so I can breathe

[Chorus]
I’m sorry for the things I didn’t say
And that you feel I’m pushing you away
The problem is I didn’t feel safe
Telling you that I’m not okay

I’m sorry that I need a little space
But ain’t enough shelter at my place
In case I can’t tell it to your face
I’m sorry that I’m not okay

[Outro]

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