Oh Lord (Allstars Freestyle)

[Intro]
Grah
It be days I be thinkin' 'bout Nay (Grah grah)
It be days I be thinkin' 'bout Nay (Free Dot, Free Naz)
Grah, grah grah (Sputnik)
How the fuck they let you die nigga? (You my twin, nigga)
Rackz, Rackz, Rackz
Grah, grah, grah grah

[Verse]
Been a whole year since my twin got snapped
Been through a lot, I ain't gettin' attached
They was doin me dirt, had me hurt in the past
Couple guys got booked, when the fuck they'll be back?
Got a lil bit of clout, I ain't know how to act
But I tweak a lil more when I'm done off the Act'
Before I picked up a mic, I had picked up a strap
And they say that's the reason I'm still where I'm at
I was dead broke, I was sleepin' in traps
Middle school, gettin' caught, I was baggin' up crack
Put too much insidе, hope I don't break the bag
I was backin' out еveryone who on the Ave
Better get to it first, that was all that I had
I did not get a chance to start choosin' my path
And I jumped in the field like if it was a draft
And the money from feens how I start learnin' math
But you wasn't there
Two deep, it was just me and lil Jay
Overtime, we was stayin' up late
I don't gotta make sure that I ate
We was walkin' through blocks in the rain
He ain't have it, I gave him a plate
Ventin' I'm expressing my pain
He just told me, like "Bro, I relate"
Tried to tell him that Kapp got booked
Wheen SG got locked I had tears on my face
Like, I'm tryna tell lil Jay 'bout my story
But he sayin' "You losin' friends everyday"
He be talkin' bout Pop, and how he be missin' him
When he merch on GPop, he be feelin' a way
We be talkin' 'bout blocks, and how I be blitzin' 'em
I do not wanna spin but they mentionin' Nay
Need a place I can just get away
Lost home, need a new place to stay
I ain't tryna hurt you so I stay away
They say all the hearts that I touch always break
I don't know what the fuck I should say
They say I'm a deadbeat, shit not okay
What I do for my kid, I'm in love with my kid
But the life that I live, I'm just keepin' us safe
I don't want her to see what her dad really goin' through
I don't want her to see me off pills and this drink
And I'm tryna show her that I'm more than who
The things that they say when they mention my name
I don't want her to be inside of this house
When the police is looking for me tryna frame
I be cryin' for help, you just don't hear me shout
'Cause I know it's my fault and its no one to blame
Like, I think I'm an addict, I'll never admit it, but I'm poppin' perkys and I'll never change
They put me in jail and I came out of jail
And people say that I'm still movin' the same
They took SDot and Nazzy away
I be thinkin' bout Chuncky and Dae
For JayBlitz and GB, I just pray
Free lil Mini, lil brodie, you brave
(That's my problem, I think I can save everybody)
When I'm really hurtin' and never got saved
My mom tryna tell me I'm playin' with my life
And she tryna tell me I'm diggin' my grave
I pick up my gun and I talk to my gun
It start talkin' back like "Boy, you better flame"
"'Cause if you don't press me and hold on me tight,"
"You might as well tell bro 'Go and make a chain'"
Do you wanna know all the risks in the shit?
The shifts that I took and that I did for the gang
I ain't ask for a dollar, was askin' for love
I needed it bad and they told me I can't

[Outro]
Do you wanna know all the risks in the shit?
The shifts that I took and that I did for the gang
I ain't ask for a dollar, was askin' for love
I needed it bad and they told me I can'