Odium

Wait a minute
Please listen while I speak I've got shit I need to say
Quick before it starts to eat me alive
I've tried but I'll never see the light
Without you right by my side it feels like I just wanna die

And I've thought so hard on ways I could get over you
But that just doesn't work so now I'm standing in front of you
Speaking my feelings
Telling you that I love you but you don't fucking care
That other dude is so good to you
Ha

That's a fucking joke I could give you everything
Instead I'm sitting here crying
Thinking of all of the shit that I've done wrong
To make you think I'm less than that other guy
He's living in disguise
Making you think that he fucking loves you

Now it's time to fucking end this shit
Wishing I just go out and get fucking lit
Maybe walk out into traffic get fucking hit
Now it's time to say my last goodbye
Let's end it