October

[Verse 1]
As apostasy takes over
Gets hard to breathe, getting closer
Never wanted me getting closure
Just bring me back to October
Now it’s hard to breathe, I’m unsober
And they think they see that I’m older
But they see facade, I’m a poser
It’s time to know, I’m closer

[Verse 2]
As the light goes dark, I feel like the
Cold air I breathe dims the lighter
It’s plain to see I’m no fighter
Break me from the world I’m inside of
And the walls collapse, lacking pride of
Oneself, I feel like I’m tied shut
Always pushed and pulled, I’m a glider
Mangled in the wind, ever lighter

[Verse 3]
The apostasy takes over
It’s hard to breathe, I’m over
I’d like to think of closure
But now I see I’m a poser
There’s nothing left, getting colder
The lights go out, they’re sobered
Red glider rips, it’s over
I’m letting go, October