October

[Chorus]
I don't intend to villainize you
Most of the time I act as if I wouldn't recognize you
Your name is spoken and I walk into the other room
My heart is broken, yes, but in a way it's healing too

And I hope that you don't weaponize me
Create excuses, base your future on our history
All that I ask is that you speak my name with dignity
All that I ask is you remember what you meant to me

[interlude]
Ooooo
Ooooo

[Verse 1]
Stone cold October's here
I know this month is filled with
Fear of ghosts and memories
The fear that you'll remеmber me

[Chorus]
But I don't intend to villainizе you
Most of the time I act as if I wouldn't recognize you
Your name is spoken and I walk into the other room
My heart is broken, yes, but in a way it's healing too

And I hope that you don't weaponize me
Create excuses, base your future on our history
All that I ask is that you speak my name with dignity
All that I ask is you remember what you meant to me

[Verse 2]
You call, I don't respond
Tables have turned and things go on
You're finally missing me
I'm fine, out (?) finally finding peace and

[Chorus]
I don't intend to villainize you
Most of the time I act as if I wouldn't recognize you
Your name is spoken and I walk into the other room
My heart is broken, yes, but in a way it's healing too

And I hope that you don't weaponize me
Create excuses, base your future on our history
All that I ask is that you speak my name with dignity
All that I ask is you remember what you meant to me

[Bridge]
But you meant to me
And I meant to be what you meant to me
Not meant to be what you mean to me