​october

It took me til october to know that i could
Took me til november to know that i should
Took me til december to know that i would
But somehow i moved on from you
Somehow i unstuck the glue
Untied myself from you
(it’ll only took me til october)

I noticed you’re doing well
She’s underneath your spell
(does she even notice)
Can she even tell
That your love is useless
You’ll fuck her over too
Pretend like you did nothing to
Deserve it, deserve it
Like i did anything to
Deserve this, deserve this

It took me til october to know that i could
Took me til november to know that i should
Took me til december to know that i would
But somehow i moved on from you
Somehow i unstuck the glue
Untied myself from you
(it’ll only took me til october)

I’ll never understand why
You ghosted me, when i tried
To make shit right
You make up stories, make up lies
And then wonder why
Making me the bad guy
Like what i didn’t do was try

It took me til october to know that i could
Took me til november to know that i should
Took me til december to know that i would
But somehow i moved on from you
Somehow i unstuck the glue
Untied myself from you
(it’ll only took me til october)

I get pissed for useless reasons
Wondering what were your reasons
Why’d you make up lies
Why’d you never try
I keep dreaming for useless reasons
Wondering what were your reasons
Why’d you make me cry
Why’d you never reply

It took me til october to know that i could
Took me til november to know that i should
Took me til december to know that i would
But somehow i moved on from you
Somehow i unstuck the glue
Untied myself from you
(it’ll only took me til october)