[Verse 1: 4ever Falling]
I keep on thinking 'bout the things you've said and how you've hurt me
I keep on thinking 'bout the scars you've made and how it taught me
Not to listen to a thing you say if we're gonna last
And to forget about the things I've listened to in the past
I keep on trying to forget what you've told me
I keep on trying not to cry when you hold me
I keep on trying to stay strong when I'm lonely
But I'm dying on the inside like the old me
[Verse 2: Lil Happy Lil Sad]
I'm waking up and I break down, uh
Drugs up my nose and I go numb, uh
I'm off the dope like all the time, uh
I feel I'm slowly goin' dumb
Pick me up when I'm fallin'
I'll pay you back when I'm ballin'
Don't wanna die but death is callin'
You know how I am, I go all in
I know I shatter to pieces
Smokin' some weed as I'm weepin'
Smoking the weed like I need it
I try to live I don't feel it
Seems like I'm rather in pieces
Than tryna work on my issues
I'm second guessin' my feelings
I'm not even sure if I'm livin'
[Verse 3: Poppy Tears]
All of these chemicals have got me cray
Yeah, if you got it, so you know it's lit
Leave a broke ho, snap anything
Say goodbye to my bones and intelligence
When I'm gone, I can't feel a thing
Semi-trash, you should fucking quit
I've had enough of it, recording off of it
They wanna tour, I want the neck and close the door and hit the match
You wanted more but I'm a wreck
I'm packing up my thoughts, so get it again
I'm sendin' all my bros on tour, I'm off again
October 17 was written by Poppy Tears & 4ever Falling & Lil Happy Lil Sad.
October 17 was produced by Lil Happy Lil Sad.
Lil Happy Lil Sad released October 17 on Mon Oct 16 2017.