October ’10

[Chorus: Aesja]
It's more like what have they been there for?
But I'm not gonna change their mind
And they're not about to waste my time
It's more like what have they done for me?
But I'm not gonna spend my nights
They'll just get left behind

[Verse 1]
Everything changed in 2010 with you Dougie
Cried every day for two years straight, begging God to bring you back
My life was completely black: no light at the end of the tunnel
Seems like every emotion funneled
But I'd trade everything in the world just to see you one more time

They --- you and it's been three
Not going to 'Bama I guarantee
Really didn't need to see the debris
Everyone that witnessed just fleed
Everyone else watched on the sidelines when I came back like they were refereeing
And I still dream of you reappearing
Sirens blearing
But no one helped, see?
Still in disbelief
Can't be real, won't be real; never be real to me

[Chorus]

[Verse 2]
I'll never be sorry that the gift I've been given is mine
And I can't go back and change time
'Cause if I could, trust I would've spent up, bent up, lent up my life to you
But they cause all this chaos, talking ish behind my back
I thought we were friends but I see where it's at
Never matched my zodiac
I could've, I should've been bitter
But that's not how I work love, mess up and get left up

They'll never understand that I only do this for my brother
No one other than
My angel, man
Wish you could come back and we'd sit and make future plans

[Chorus 2]
It's more like what have they been there for?
But I'm not gonna change their mind
And they're not about to waste my time
It's more like what have they done for me?
Please don't sit and stare and
Act like you cared when
You were never there
Man