I don't wanna do this shit again
But now you're calling my phone
And I can't leave it alone
Cause if I did, I'd be a shitty friend
If you could even call us friends
But I wouldn't tell you that, I've got a
Self-obsessing ego sabotaging all the things I wanna say, and I never will
I don't think I'll ever tell you how I really feel
Cause that could leave a hole that I could never fill
(What if I told you that)
I'm trying my best, and you know it
I've been stressing a lot, but trying hard not to show it
Only got one shot, try my best not to blow it
And I'm tryna stay calm but you're calling me stoic
And you got me staying up till eleven
In the morning tryna help you with your killing depression
Wish I could play this shit off as just some kind of obsession
But I wouldn't call it love if I'm only tryna fix you
Fix you, I already told you I don't miss you
I never did, I'm still tryna figure out the issue
Said you needed space and then you call me asking for my help
Bitch I'm trying not to kill my
Self-obsessing ego sabotaging all the things I wanna say and I never will
I don't think I'll ever tell you how I really feel
Cause that would leave a hole that I could never fill
I'm trying my best, and you know it
I've been stressing a lot, but trying hard not to show it
Only got one shot, try my best not to blow it
And I'm tryna stay calm but you're calling me stoic
And you got me staying up till eleven
In the morning tryna help you with your killing depression
Wish I could play this shit off as just some kind of obsession
But I wouldn't call it love if I'm only tryna fix you