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This is business never personal like Erick and Parrish
Jumped out the window for my kinfolks, and I cherished the marriage
It got Hotter than the cocoa we were Sharing in Paris
Guess it’s hard to keep ya bearings when you stare at a savage
Eyes bloodshot
Tried to imagine what I would say
But knew Nothing could prepare me for what would happen today
The decision i put off but I knew I would have to make
But it doesn’t mean that it’s easy
I’ve tried to grapple with fate
I’ve Seen humans create
I’ve soaked up they pain
Let it flow through these veins
Like a subway train
As I struggle for the will to write
Lacking emotion it’s just the way of a viltrumite
Knowing as it gets closer, don't wanna Kill tonight
But you basically came from me so you feel me right…
Son you feel me right?
You don’t have understand where I’m from
Hate to Abandon my son
But this had to be done
Gone

I wish there was a handbook Or a how-to manual
On what to do when the unimaginable is tangible
And takes what’s esoteric and
Makes it so Understandable
But there’s not, so I got no clue on how to handle you
Like animals, survival instinct just takes over
I’m bloody with face fractures, my eyes so glazed over
Tryna master my emotions like a slave owner
A bout of epic proportions they felt some states over
I heard, Pride happens before the fall
A constant reminder like blood splattered up on the wall
Cause I recall the younger days when I was Getting on your nerves
To you giving me the talk, when I was Sitting on the curb
Fast forward to you telling me they get what they deserve
You’re the only one who hurt me
And you did it with your words
You told me not to bring the losses or the victories
But you don’t understand what it did to me
I love you pop