(verse 1)
Roll around the bleachers, after i was out of school
Thoughts would wonder, but never proceeded as sadness, cool
Hormones aged kinda late, so the pain is overdue
Im glad they never ended seperated, crook was fooled
My kin has never aged, took away from false claims
One is back, but the disconnection with other tame
Full grown adult, made there own life, but im not mad
-we dont tell much, cuz the boarders lead us a different path
About to rest, but surrounded by all the law enforcers
Kinda surreal, to see your loved ones distraught, a horror
Those next coming seasons, made me antsy, wait was torture
In hysterics with tight grip and each time felt shorter
Those hushed portions of time, i-was-sucked into some games
Sometimes would mess in my district, old friends now lame
They've either to turned to hate or moved away, im back to solo
But now a days, ignore the waste, got little batches, fo' sho
(hook x4)
Advise ya friends 'fore release, of the numskull
Invite a foe, former chum, he's become dull
(verse 2)
Unnanounced to me, the stables are now letting loose
And telling fables, ears disabled cuz they said the sound was truth
No one's really fuckin with this killer vibe with nasal tune
Ill stare inside your optic hazel's, gave uneasy flash to youth
Activate more memories, more then your fucking therapist
Cuz im the empty void, consume your thoughts, leave you perishin
Dont you know what this era is? lines are always so arrogant
Bar is low to be great, so why keep trying, embarrassing
Constantly, im overthinking, need approval for my lines
Im shaken beyond most, i get in states where im confined
Inside my twisted wisdom, sanity is going at a high
That i can't just keep contained, so ill spew out in rhymes
Dive into my brain, a quiet state, unravel knots
Trauma's not been processed, just enough to serve a thought
Things been left unanswered, so i cannot say i've lost
Fingers to the keys, tryna talk my violent plots
(hook x4)
Advise ya friends 'fore release, of the numskull
Invite a foe, former chum, he's become dull