This song is about Lil Yung Pharaoh’s drug addiction. He sees the world as a cold place and tries to see it differently through drug abuse.
[Intro]
Help me, I feel so numb (woke up and still felt the same)
Oh what have I become? (can't get away from the pain)
Oh God, I feel so numb (I feel as much as dead)
Oh what have I become? (don't know why)
[Verse 1]
Help me I'm so numb I can't feel no type of pain, yeah
Syrup sippin' up and the purple in my veins, yeah
I don't have a heart, must have left it in the rain, yeah
Purple or the pink, it don't matter it's the same, yeah, yeah
I've been living in the dark
Pop four Xans tryna fix a broken heart
Hold it all together, tryna tear it all apart
Thoughts creep in when I'm sleeping in the dark
I don't want to feel so I'm doing all the drugs, yeah
Blowing on the smoke just to get it in my lungs, yeah
Feeling so alone so I'm hitting up the plug, yeah
Demons in the cup, I don't think I get enough, yeah, yeah
Homie passed out
Took four Xans now I'm going lights out
Where the drug money? I'mma hide it in the couch
Demons in the cup so it's going all down
[Chorus]
Help me, I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Oh God, I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
[Verse 2]
The purp make me fade away
Passed out on the ground with a purple face
And they don't want to know the pain that we feel now
They just want to walk away
They don't want to know that I'm working with the plug now
Pop a couple Xans 'till my whole body shut down
They don't even know that I'm faded off the drugs now
Sipping on the purp, I got purple in my blood now, yeah
I take the Draco
Put it to my face, let the whole thing go
Demons in the purp but the bodies all float
Can anybody tell me why the world so cold?
Help me I'm so numb, I can't feel no type of pain
Faded off the purp, I don't know my own name
Ain't nobody care 'cause these people all the same
Leave me all alone, ain't a damn thing changed
[Chorus]
Help me, I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Oh God, I feel so numb
Oh what have I become?
Numb4ever was written by tunnA Beatz & Lil Yung Pharaoh.
Numb4ever was produced by tunnA Beatz.
Lil Yung Pharaoh released Numb4ever on Mon Nov 06 2017.