Numb To the Madness

[Verse 1]
Hellscape
That was our land, nothing felt great
Endless like sand, but we won't wait
Making our plan and we rise up the fans until they fell from grace
Flash the haul in their face, feeling hot like Pyro, miss their shots like a Stormtrooper, Mylo
Bringing the bombs, it's a Bakugo bang, collateral, damn, got two sides, Kylo
I keep on fucking up, they've all said it before, can not handle the gore
She says that I'm ready, but what if she's lying, it comes to the moment I fall to the floor
Can not handle the pressure, I'm starting to crack, given one job and I fumbled the bag
Made my own chance and I still fumbled that, guess they were right, made something snap
I'm done with your games and finding my path now, blackout
Thrown like a cast out, who's needing casts now? Silence your Ekkos, I won't come back now
Last one in the smackdown, "Noise in your ear, hear the laughter, I'm shattered, I'm sensing your fear"
This how Harley felt? No cause someone was there for her, I was alone, ain't no one cared enough
Girl got the guns out, raining some fun down
You must be Vander, the way life runs out
Just shut the fuck up! I don't need your advice
Lost my life before and I won't lose it twice
I won't lose it twice, no, and this time around, I know what you think
A screw up, a fuck up, and to all I'm a Jinx

[Chorus]
I'm numb to the madness, voices in my head keep me in line
I'm fading to the blackness, make my own path all in due time
They don't wanna face the real me, oh no, oh no
Chained down, but I'm feeling free, oh whoa, just know that I'm

[Verse 2]
Kicking the ass of the masses
The way this combatant is battering bastards
I'm ready to clash and I'm culling the rats
As they've entered our realm and we're sure they won't last, nah
You're wanting gemstones, I'm wanting them, bones
Check how I end zones, letting out ten blows
Guess I'm not them though, brought a new friend home?
She's welcome to dinner, I'm serving mayhem, so
What do you think of these junkrats?
Do you like how they all come back?
What? Can not think of a comeback?
Excuses are useless and you should know that
Kept with my craft, unlocking potential
But they're in my mental, yes, they're in my mental
Their voices won't shut up, just shut up, be gentle
I tried to help, it was all accidental
Silence is just what I need
Now I feel like I can breathe
Now I feel like I'm in the lead
They play checkers and chess, but I'm flipping the scene
How I flipped through your schemes while I'm flipping my schemes
Wasn't talking to you, bitch, I'm talking to, wait
Lost track of the thought
It's the PTSD, but this isn't for naught
Oh, fuck the misery, yah
Everybody wants to be my enemy, hah
So, please, spare the sympathy, hah
Everybody wants to be my enemy, hah
Everyone wants to be a thorn in my side
They're like pricking my eye, send pricks goodbye
I've taken some lines, way the energy's up
Then I've taken my seat, old memories dumped

[Chorus]
I'm numb to the madness, voices in my head keep me in line
I'm fading to the blackness, make my own path all in due time
They don't wanna face the real me, oh no, oh no
Chained down, but I'm feeling free, oh whoa, just know that I'm