Numb Thing

[Verse 1]
Is it still called anxiety
If my fears are all coming true?

Something was guiding me
Now I’m left here without a clue

I need a drag
Filled up with hash
I think I’ve felt enough

I need to crash
Still wake up sad
How will I keep this up

One place
I found relief
Feel like that’s not enough

I’m losing my mind
I should have never grown up

Close my eyes and shut off thoughts
For a minute
I need to know if I am lost
Or I’m finished

You can try to pick me up
If you see me down
If you see me down

Why can’t I let it go?
I guess some things I’ll never know
Just go through the push and pull
I should never gotten old

Only my heart to shame
Only my mind to tame
Only my lane to stay
Only myself to blame

Only my hell to pay
I’m needing a way away
But no one can help me fade
Cause only myself is to blame

[Chorus]
No one runnin’ ‘round my mind these days
And only myself is to blame
I cannot lie
I cannot lie
I miss the pain

I’ve just gotten use to feeling nothing
I’m stuck on this numb thing
Use to feeling nothing
I hate that I’ve gotten so use to this numb thing

[Verse 2]
Watching all I built disintegrate
Only one person to blame
I’m tryna find out if I’m just too early
Or really late
Cause they feel the same
And I can’t barely feel a thing

Only my mind to tame
Only my lane to stay
Only myself to blame

Only my hell to pay
I’m needing a way away
But no one can help me fade
Cause only myself is to blame

[Chorus]
No one runnin’ ‘round my mind these days
And only myself is to blame
I cannot lie
I cannot lie
I miss the pain

I’ve just gotten use to feeling nothing
I’m stuck on this numb thing
Use to feeling nothing
I hate that I’ve gotten so use to this numb thing

Yeah-yeah
This numb thing
I hate that I’ve gotten so use to
This numb thing