Numb the pain

[Intro] yeah i've been on my own trying not to lose control you got me drinking out this bottle just to numb the pain you got me drinking out this bottle just to watch my feelings fade away

[Verse 1] when your ass cheated i didn’t say shit i didn't want to put it out there but when my ass fucked up and slip then you wanna talk all this shit like who is the guy did he treat you right nah that's why you came back crying i would be lying if i said i didn’t feel like dying everyday i be trying everyday i'll just be feeling so low just wanting to feel high feeling like i just wanna die just thinking to myself it's hard to look somebody in the eyes and tell them goodbye it's all fine cuz now i'm just going to sit here and take all these pills while you feed me all the lies and it will give me all the motherfucking trills

[Hook]
See i'm just sitting here numbing the pain just drinking my feelings away just drinking my feelings away just try to take all these pills just to numb the pain just tryna drink my feelings away just tryna drink my feelings away just to numb the pain everybody knows i feel i'm going insane

[Verse 2]
Don't call my phone late at night like you do and say i’m sorry didn’t mean to hurt you now i feel like i never deserved you i should of alert you girl come on i put you above everybody i had you close as family everybody i'm losing now it’s a fucking tragedy sitting here thinking to myself what the fuck did you gain you just put someone in pain i'm done playing your games i always take the blame even though i did nothing wrong that's a shame always though you were going to have my last name looking at these pictures and you're not in the frame i just want something real i’m just sick of taking these pills people's telling me give it time you with heal like what the fuck you guys don't know how love feels yeah love kills i miss when you used to give me the chills

[Hook]
See i'm just sitting here numbing the pain just drinking my feelings away just drinking my feelings away just tryna take all these pills just to numb the pain just tryna drink my feeligns away just tryna drink my feelings away just to numb the pain everybody know i feel i'm going insane

[Verse 3]
Stuck in the rain was gonna get your name on a diamond chain this shit is fucking with my brain i hate being in the dark i wanna see the light i don't want fight i want have the late night drives to the point i don't feel alive hearts been broken so many time never though you were going to shatter mine just the other night i almost od cuz you broke me slowly starting to fade yeah never though you were going gonna take a blade and stab me in the heart every night i prayed that you stayed i've never been the type of dude just to go out and get laid untill you went out and played then i wanted to make a fair trade hearts been shot with a dart should've of seen it from the start but i was too in the dark you're pretty fucking smart you broke me apart now you asking me can we restart but i came to you with an open heart yeah like a book and you just tore me apart