Numb (Demo)

I’m staring at the ceiling wishing I was dead
So many things going straight to my head
I wish I wasn’t sober but I still stand
But I’m debating if I should just fall instead

I’m going many places I would never expect
Now I remember why favorite color is red
I never show my anger, don’t wanna disrespect
I numb all the pain cause you never regret

There’s no point in trying if you won’t hear
Would you even notice if I disappeared?
When you were crying were those all fake tears?
So many questions, there’s no end here

You had me in a cage, no freedom was near
Messed with my mental, you wanted it unsaid
I never show my anger, don’t wanna disrespect
I numb all the pain cause you never regret