NUMB

[Verse 1: Caleb LaDuke]
All I wanna do is text you
Give in to my sin, come sex you
Take a sneeze on my sleeve, God, bless you
Boo hoo and cry about it
These waters gettin' clouded
Yeah, hectic
Keep my feelings in a bottle, ain't no message
This too potent of a notion I've neglected
I come corrective, I'm selective with my thoughts

[Pre-Chorus: Caleb LaDuke]
I don't wanna feel right now
Forget a bluff, I can't even deal right now
Wish you were never here, I'm out
Put me in a place, got me feelin' down

[Chorus: Caleb LaDuke]
I think I'd rather be numb
It's how I deal with the pain
I think I'd rather be numb
For now I can't leave this place

[Verse 2: Spencer Kane]
I can't really handle it (No)
I been good at faking, but I really need to handle this like
Don't know where to start with it
Maybe I'm just sabotaging everything that's good for me, yeah
Life in a greyscale (Greyscale, greyscale)
A thorn on my side, I need the reminder
I can't live in my own hell
Look in my eyes, I don't think they're mine, yeah
I just wanna lay in bed, texts on read
You don't ever hit me up, feel like I'm dead
Friends are really checking on me, but like I said
I promise you I'd rather feel numb than bad
Don't be surprised
This how I'm gettin' through it
Tears on the rise
Anger beat 'em to it
Don't wanna act out, give a cop out, we hash out on our own
Guess what now, we're fine now, my emotions never showin'

[Chorus: Caleb LaDuke]
I think I'd rather be numb
It's how I deal with the pain
I think I'd rather be numb
For now I can't leave this place
I think I'd rather be numb
It's how I deal with the pain
I think I'd rather be numb
For now I can't leave this place