Numb

[Verse 1]
There ain't much to tell
‘97 to ‘19 yeah that 21 it sting still climbing out of hell
Tides of time they swell
Try to catch every wave every wave got a brain but I’m no Rockefeller

I’m going bald from all these hats I wear
Try to make it to the board but I ain't got a chair
I should just pursue my degree
Get some moola for my M R S
Every week I get that check
Make some kids then make my bed
Take my time don’t take no less
Leave this world in pine I rest

Then it’s over
Before I even begun
Feel my heart bleed in my lungs
Even my demons they run
'Cause I’m the one cheating on God, Yeah

I’ve been forcing him to open every door still I just stand there frozen
Like am I meant to go in?
No, I don’t know my motives
No, I don’t feel no motion
I don’t feel emotions

[Chorus]
I’m too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb, numb
I’m too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Feeling way too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb, numb
I'm too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Feeling way too numb, numb

[Verse 2]
Yeah, all this under the weather mean my flower will bloom
I can’t depend on it happening soon
No, I got to watch for my imminent doom
I want to fight everyone in the room when I’m out in public
But why do I want it though?
Maybe its the anger I hold in my heart in my blood it flow
One minute I hate it the next I could love it though

Feeling on top of my game
Whatever I’m playing
Yeah, I got the juice like I took in OJ
I mean I got the ammo but ain't got the aim
I got no book but I still got the brain
I got the whip but I ain't got the lane
I’m in the clouds but I still got the chain on me
Yeah, I’m in the clouds but give me some space
Watch what you say to me

I’m far from laid back
I’m just numb playback
This song when they ask
"What’s wrong?" nothing
That’s why I’m running
I can’t let myself solidify and still be up and coming

10 toes, 10 toes, Yeah
Dive in the ocean
I tries to go in
But I’m a fiend yeah I want the bonus
And all that it goes with
Sold my soul for the roses but I lost my emotions

[Chorus]
I’m too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb, numb
I’m too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
Feeling way too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb
I'm too
Numb, numb, numb
Numb, numb, numb

[Bridge]
Feeling way too numb, Yeah
Ain't no pain ain't no smiles
Ain't no change in a while
Ain't no change no

[Outro]
Give me some liquor trade you my brain
Depression from pills for things I can’t name
I’m eating but I'm starving just to feel pain
We’re all just going insane