Numb

[Hook]
So many people think they know, but they got it wrong
Everything they think is gray, but I push away
All the little things that I find when there's nothin' wrong
Say I'm doin' quite okay, but I know it's fake
Everything I've ever done has never been good enough
Push away the people who just try to show me real love
Put away my logic, I'm just tryna feel somethin'
Wonder why I think this way, always so numb

[Verse]
I've wondered why, wonder why I'm never good enough
Compare myself to others, often find myself lookin' up
I've lookеd enough that I shoulda found what I'm lookin' for
But I push it to the side 'til I'm feelin' numb
See, y'all don't gеt it, I've paid the price so many times
I've chased these lights so many nights, only to find
An empty place that feeds the darkness that swells my mind
I've come to find that it's me who's never satisfied

And it's me who thinks these thoughts that lead me to demise
'Cause it's me who thinks I never quite get it right
But it's me who forces me to reach that next level
So it's me that knows it's me been my own devil

[Hook]
So many people think they know, but they got it wrong
Everything they think is gray, but I push away
All the little things that I find when there's nothin' wrong
Say I'm doin' quite okay, but I know it's fake
Everything I've ever done has never been good enough
Push away the people who just try to show me real love
Put away my logic, I'm just tryna feel somethin'
Wonder why I think this way, always so numb

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