Numb

[Chorus]
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain

[Verse 1]
Don't let me go falling
Don't let me go falling
On the grind like every night
Do it all again in the morning
Work that 12-8 so I pay the bills
Getting great but got haters still
Learned to risk it all
Learned to take a chance
Now it's time we go big
Told that A and R
I'm good
You can't talk me down on your blog
Look what happened all in a couple months
See mom I said I'd go far
Hit that stage you know we go hard
Hit that bass you know we ride out
While the rest the world got faded
I was fading out of that crowd

[Verse 2]
Way way back in the day
No fans no love just hate
Progressed everyday just so you might
Love what I became
They said my flow sucked
I said hold up
Give me time
I watched that change
Studied mixtape after mixtape
Till I blew up on that page
All these people quoting me
Say they feel just how I do
Think you do it better
Nah you can't do it how I do
Change this game right from my mic
You can't kill me
Man I'm good
Holy Spirit in my lungs
Why you think I spit the truth

[Chorus]
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain

[Verse 3]
Y'all think I got this all figured out but man nah I don't
I've got doubts I've got things that I don't know
Like, what about when I die?
What about when I die?
Will I be down below
Or be up in the sky?
I can't live up to the label
I just tried to be myself
All they saw was a misfit that just tried to search himself
Just another pastor son that just needs a little help
Man he went off of that deep end
Why don't you judge somewhere else
'Cause this music is my safe place
So just leave if you don't care
'Cause these lyrics therapeutic
I can feel it in the air
This my time and this my moment
God I'm sure of this I swear
Even if I never make it
It's okay
I know you're there

[Chorus]
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain

[Pre-Hook]
Tell me if you feel my pain tonight
Tell me if you feel my pain
Tell me if you feel my pain tonight
Tell me if you feel my pain

[Chorus]
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Am I numb to the pain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain
Is this all in my brain

[Pre-Hook]
Tell me that you feel my pain tonight
Tell me that you feel my pain
Tell me that you feel my pain tonight
Tell me that you feel my pain