Numb

Well it's a shame I'm too afraid to fall asleep
It's insane, how far I’ll go and what I’ll do
To numb the pain away
It's my life, it's my time
All these drugs help me by
I'll just keep telling myself
That it's right and I'm fine

One more drink
One more dose is all that I need

I can see death and me slowly taking me
I pushed my limits now they think
I'm like the pigs in the street

I can hardly spend a minute in reality
Getting sober is like a vision I am fathoming
Cause my life is, my life’s a fucking tragedy

Needle in my veins to escape
All the guilt and all the pain
Pillowcases soaked in blood
I smoke away my fucking lungs!

The less you care, The less it hurts
So I just numb it all away

I can see death and me slowly taking me
I pushed my limits now they think
I'm like the pigs in the street

I can hardly spend a minute in reality
Getting sober is like a vision I am fathoming
Cause my life is, my life’s a fucking tragedy

How did this happen to me
This is not who I used to be
Numb to my teeth..