Numb

I'm so numb
I wanna feel, I wanna heal, I wanna know
I wanna know what it's like to be alive
Or have a mind of my own, of my own

Why am I so strange?
Why am I so hollow?
I can't cry so it rains
And my dark clouds follow

I'm so numb
I wanna touch, I wanna fuck, I wanna love
I wanna love someone who love's me true
There's not a thing I wouldn't do, I wouldn't do

Why am I so strange?
Why am I so hollow?
I can't cry so it rains
And all my dark clouds follow

I can't help but feel nothing at all
But you have to blame the maker that left it all

Why am I so strange?
Why am I so hollow?
I can't cry so it rains
And all my dark clouds follow