Numb

Woke up feeling like I've been fucking robbed
Kept going, couldn't stop now my head fucking throb
She told me she love me, but I don't care no more
Just wanna do a line, feel it through my bones
Don't feel my face no more

Everybody sayin that I should keep holdin on
But this whole 8ball gone
Can't fucking breathe, but it feel so good

Never thought I was living
All I do is sit around while my face be drippin
Just a dirty drug addict
But it's really not a habit, I just like how it feels

Popping xanax hoping the pain will heal
Got no money anymore, but I brag like I do
Tell me you wish you could be me
Til you see how much the bags be

Same game same thang everyday
Wish I woulda stopped myself before it was too late
But now the drugs the only thing keeping me sane

I'm alone
Always stoned
I don't know

Told me things would get better
But I'm sinking
Thinking I oughta end it fore it's too late

Deep throating pistols
Stretching myself thin
I'm sorry I sinned
Lord won't forgive me

Worried that I might just need to call it a life
Maybe even try it twice
I don't know

I'm alone
Always stoned
Can't fucking stand myself

She told me she love me
And that we'd be okay
Til she went and took my money away
It's all gone and still alone
With my phone

Everyone told me that they love me, but I ain't ever seen em round
They'll show up to my funeral
But not to my home

I'm alone
Always stoned
And I can't hold on