Numb

[Vocal Sample]
Cause I don't want to be alone tonight, tonight x3

[Gizmo] [Verse 1]
I've been alone for too long
But I've been doing alright
I say I'm fine, I'm strong
Cause everybody that I see
Been asking me what's wrong
They say that life's a bumpy trip
Sometimes you gotta hold on

I've been holding on tight
Sometimes I feel alright
But other times I grieve and cry
And hate myself all night

[Vocal Sample]
Cause I don't want to be alone tonight, tonight x3

[Gizmo] [Verse 2]
If I go another day like this
If I go another fucking day feeling like shit
I might just step to a cliff and push myself to commit
Suicides on my mind all the time I admit

How come I'm the one that's always getting stung
At this point I don't feel much at all
I'm so numb

[Vocal Sample]
Cause I don't want to be alonе tonight, tonight x3
I've been up for days
Trying to find a way
To write this confession down

Seems еveryone I write's a mess
At least this is all I'll admit
That what I've done I did nothing wrong, wrong x3

[Gizmo] [Verse 3]
The ripples in the sea come for me
I put my hands in the sand and then I wish to be free
I believe I can strive and try hard to perceive
That I can get to the top and be the best I can be
Everyone that I know says I could go pro
But when I send them my links
They don't even open they phones

[Vocal Sample]
Cause I don't want to be alone tonight, tonight x3

[Gizmo] [Verse 4]
I've lost all my friends
At least that's how it feels
Only when it comes to my ends
Will I know who's real

[Vocal Sample]
So now I stand alone
And wait for the first storm
To be cast upon me