Numb

[Verse 1]
I've partied sober, over and over
I've battled demons that wanted my heart put to rest
Still look for better days instead
Oh, you should've seen it, watching me screaming
Most nights I'm wired, up drinking, I just need some rest
To get these problems off my chest

[Pre-Chorus]
I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead

[Chorus]
You got me so numb
Got me so numb

[Verse 2]
Happy to stay by you, stuck in denial, killing myself for a girl that expired
It happened so quick, couldn't keep up the risk getting left
Old man's been taunting, should'vе read the warning
Wasn't that consumed with looking for my purposе
Watch the time tick, day and night went so quick in these four walls
Are set all alone in the pain

[Pre-Chorus]
You got me a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead

[Chorus]
You got me so n-
Got me so numb

[Outro]
I paint a perfect picture in my head
But in reality, I burn instead