Numb (64 Bars)

Yo Yo, yo, yo
Hands all in my pockets
Yo Hands all in my pockets
Everybody's reaching
How I chase a dream when I've been barely sleeping
How I feel so weak and it's only the weekend
Lately I've been feeling like some kind of demon Yeah, close your eyes now let me show you some Yeah, listen close it's not that bubble gum
Can I be bothered I've been feeling numb?
I saw the pie and had to get me some
It's a lot to be me, you see me on TV
It's like I got a geniе, I know it looks easy
I'm token on the spliff, I know thе game needs me
Run up in your house, if need be
I Close my eyes and strategize
I told all my niggas let's go out and be some better guys
Wifey open, never see no better thighs
Most of these niggas pussies, I'm the one I idolize And it's a golden rule, and if you don't break the golden rule
All the other shit people will forgive and accept
Long as you don't break the golden rule in the art
In my opinion, you know what I'm saying
Which is like, tell the truth, you know what I mean?
Draw from your experience, tell the truth, and um
I cannot be killed, I'ma live forever
If you don't wanna be broke, you just gotta be clever I don't care for much, I got real endeavors
You leave 'em all behind, just know they backstabbers, uh
Dirty cups filled with pink up in my sink
Don't give a fuck about opinions and what you think
If being dope had a smell I guess I stink
I keep my eyes open I'm worried when I blink
If I died I'd wanna come back as me
I always wanted to be me and now I am
If I died I'd probably come back and be free
I always wanted to be free and now
I am Focus, you bogus, I am the magnum opus Listen close and find some hope
You probably think I wrote this, smoky lotus, they tryna own us
Don't need a office, I'm making profits
I think about my past so I can keep my cool
Niggas talk a lot, they have a dab of doom
I don't need a crew, don't overdo
You can take a shot, lil boy, I'm bulletproof
And that's how I describe my shit to producers
Because producers get offended if they play you 15 beats and you don't pick one
They get to thinking that they beat is wack or you don't like it or you gotta be clear
I had to learn how to articulate that, you know?