Nuclear Family

It's time to tell her, that I've got an answer!
It doesn't go too wrong, was it fine all along?
Now he comes down the stairs, the favourite parent
Although I hate to admit it, I'd rather cry this time

Here we go again, the stitches unravel
And this time she makes it sound like I never wanted to help
Like I never wanted a job, like I expected everything
Handed to me on a golden plate

But she doesn't want to help me, and then refuses that's the truth
Even though it's very clear in how she's always treated me
It's already decided, and I'm on his side
He came to support me, but she doesn't love me

And moving on: We're all going to die!
Not sad enough yet are you? and out of the blue:
"Get a grip with those panic attacks"
I wish I was alright

As we come full circle, 40 minutes have passed by
Have any of us ever been happy, if I admit it I think I'll cry
As we come full circle, 40 minutes have passed by
She's still reciting the same dead lines

And now every word seeps through the wall
And now I remembered why I was suicidal at all

But I don't think I could deal with a divorce