nu perspectives

[Verse 1]
Thanks for breaking my pedestal
I was crazy from the time to dawn
There's a lot in my head yuh
Busted top like you spray the lawn
There's a lot to invest too
Bitch a crooked cop would behind a gun
Stand behind your god
I would pay for loss
Then I'll pay what it cost just to lose your trust
And I'll pay for a coffin but turn to dust
I'mma have the biggest party on the side yeah
I'mma have to bust out my shot yeah
Take out my tongue for life yeah

[Bridge]
Where'd you go?
Where you going, I'll disclose
I suppose the wind's a blowin'
Still not knowing [?]
All along, all along the road to all of my troubles

[Verse 2]
The pain gives me perspective
I had too many ways to get it
I would stand alone in my section
Then didn't stop to realize it was heaven
And when I see you ask where my head's been
I wish that I had realized you're my best friends
I take life as a lesson
I feel like then you're less likely to get it
Could tell my right from my left hand
Couldn't tell that life was a blessing
Blessing, blessing, blessing, blessing, bless, bless
Come right back like yo, yo
My soul's cold
It's just [?]