Nt22 (Remix)

[Intro]
Take it all, or leave it

[Chorus: Pandi]
Feelin' inside my head
Drugs are my only friends
Laying inside my bed
All alone
Going out bad again
Hit it with a text don't send
Feelings you could never mend
Close to home

[Verse 1: Qioh]
And I took the drugs (And I took the drugs, no)
To keep the pain away
But it wasn’t enough (It wasn’t enough, no)
And now I’m just a waste
Now I’m just stuck thinking
All the times we had
My mental health is sinking
Man this shit so sad
So I picked up drinking
Cause I got too mad
I was overthinking
Running from my past
But nothing
Will stop this

[Chorus: Pandi & Qioh]
Feelin' inside my head
Drugs are my only friends
Laying inside my bed
All alone
Going out bad again
Hit it with a text don't send
Feelings you could never mend
Close to home

[Verse 2: JAADE DIYOSA]
Sippin' on that codeine, in my dreams
You know baby
Poppin' all the shit, how I've been lately
It's just the drugs don't wanna fuckin' be apart
It's just pulling the strings that connect to my heart
I know how I felt (I was irrational)
But it make me crazy (How the conveyor belt)
Of life, how it just goes 'round and 'round
Tryna live my life, tryna make a sound but (Feel like I'm)
Breathin' in cellophane
While I scream and shout, while you call my name
Wallowing in all my shame
While all of you laugh, all on my pain
You just tryna copy everything I do, and just fail so easily
You know, you try too hard, while I got hits and you got is battle scars
Well, I'mma blow up and win easily
While you just killin' yourself

[Chorus: Pandi]
Feelin' inside my head
Drugs are my only friends
Laying inside my bed
All alone
Going out bad again
Hit it with a text don't send
Feelings you could never mend
Close to home

[Verse 3: kasim rizvi]
All these thoughts going through my head (My head)
Thinking when we used to hold hands (Hold hands)
Three shots down I'mma take one again (Yeah, yeah)
Why can’t I understand how I got like this (like this)
The exit I'm close to it (to it)
I just wanna go home, but here I stay floating

[Outro]
Take it all, or leave it
I feel you