Nowhere To Be Found

I took a fall with no safety net
I felt my face hit the ground
After a second to catch my breath
I felt you kick me when I was down

Losing a loved one is hard enough
Three pushed it over the edge
So I carry the footprints of my daughter and son
To the place where they say you live

And you were nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found

When the long line of dinners came to an end
We made a meal of our own
Out of cold habit
We both bowed our heads and felt the silence of our home

Where you were nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere

Am I not shouting loud enough?
Is there more at the top of my lungs?
How I used to feel your love
Where has it gone
Nowhere to be found

Now I look at the world like a crystal ball
Usually from the outside in
I see people I love get the life that I lost
I try to be happy for them

But it feels like a town all acquainted with grief
Protected a child in the womb
Oh looking for you on those streets
Is like looking in your tomb

When you were nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere

Nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere to be found
Nowhere