Nowhere

(Intro)
Well, hello!

I know it's been like, um
I was gonna say hot minute, but it's been like a year and a half
Alright whatever, this is gonna be fucking good
So expect some rest

(Verse 1)
Well it's that time again where I'm looking for wisdom
Curving and twisting my words to cover how crooked I'm feeling
Rethinking my future - like maybe cooking in kitchens
Or booking my wisdom, cause YouTube isn't hooking my vision
And honestly, this struggle is just one I've been fighting
Alone in the silence - which even hindered my writing
So I'm hoping that by bringing out this problem to lighting
It allows the music to flow and become more inviting
Expressionism, huh? Is that what my rap is?
Would I be better off tossing the paint brush at a canvas
And hoping something abstract can be seen in the splatter
Which leads people to think that I'm soaking in talent?
I'm doing the same thing when I mindlessly dump lines
Into my computer, even recording them sometimes
Maybe I stopped because "Enough's enough, right?"
Or maybe it's because I'm 25 in a week's time

(No Chorus)

(Verse 2)
I guess it's finally sinking in
It's a third-life crisis basically that's happening
So I'm desperately working on things that need establishing
Looks like I'm bitching and wishing, instead of digging out the avalanche
And disheartened by comments expressing concern
That something tragic has happened, and that's why I haven't returned
Priorities have shifted from rapping to work
And lately, the hunger and magic are acting up and returning
Things in my world that I'm fixing and changing
We're lacking real leadership, with little support and appraising
Toxic environments are flourshing - and maybe
That's exactly why we're all just ignoring our safety
I spent my summer learning of leadership
It goes deeper beyond simply than dealing with
Whatever concerns or issues your people get
It's about giving them purpose and being a shield for it

(Outro)
I remember that some people told me that about me
Maybe it's time I quit dealing with my own shit, and get back to being there for others
Man I tell you, this whole "getting old" business is fucking strange
25, barely a grown ass man, but it's kinda feeling like it

Anyway, it's been a pleasure to see ya
Until next time