​​nowadays

Nowadays I never sleep
Work until the sun fading
I can't fuck with all these lames
Cause they keep changing
Lying to my fucking face
Feel my heart breaking
She left me in the rain
Now my hands shaking

Yeah
I could never trust
I don't have it in me
Now my pockets full
But I'm still empty
Smoking out the pound
Keep it in my Fendi
Black knife on me
To protect me
Keep it tucked in
To these true religions
She think I'm an angel
But I'm a demon

I remember when they hated
But now they listen
I always knew
I had a clear vision

Shoutout to my day 1's
Who stood by me
We in newport beach
In a v8 audi
I'm lighting up the weed
Now it's looking cloudy
I could give a fuck
If they wanna doubt me

I see what they can't see
I'm high above
They can't reach
His girl wanna talk to me
But her touch is deadly
I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
My heart is growing heavy
And my bones are wearing thin

I can't fall in love again
I can't have to many friends
My heart is growing heavy
And my bones are wearing thin x2

My bones are wearing thin
It's getting pretty bad
All the walls are caving in
You turned me to a fiend
Yeah you were my medicine
I miss your fucking touch
Felt like spiders on my skin

Made a promise to myself
I would never fall again
Try so hard to wake up
But this nightmare never end
People used to talk shit
Now they wanna be my friend
Keep my feelings locked down
I can never let you in

To this head of mine
I'll search but
I can't find
Satisfaction
I can't ever get it right
I'm staying up all night
Bags under both my eyes
I'm not tired
Yeah I'm working overtime

Nowadays I never sleep
Work until the sun fading
I can't fuck with all these lames
Cause they keep changing
Lying to my fucking face
Feel my heart breaking
She left me in the rain
Now my hands shaking

I could never trust
Just don't have it in me
Now my pockets full
But I'm still empty
Smoking out the pound
Keep it in my Fendi
Black knife on me
To protect me
Keep it tucked in
To these true religions
She think I'm an angel
But I'm a demon

I remember when they hated
But now they listen
I always knew
I had a clear vision