Nowadays

[Verse 1]

Stress drinking, got me always thinking
Moved away, haven't talked all weekend
Now I'm hearing 'bout you and another nigga
Late night message saying, "Are you kidding?"
Text me back saying, "of course you're better."
But you not around so what's the difference?
I'm a broken heart with a love addiction, damn
Aye, turning [?} into better things
Always saying that we were nothing but honestly we're everything
Fell in love with older women
Made me not accustomed to sober living
Moved to the city hoping that it's different
Just to find out that it's never different, damn

[Hook]

Didn't think this would be hard
Saw the end before the start
Aye, said you didn't need me anymore
Now I'm doing things you can't ignore

[Verse 2]

Thinking 'bout the day when you were mine
Found one, won't find another cuz I gave you way too much time
Strong opinions make 'em never listen
Guess losing dimes is just a cost of living
Mama raised me to never judge these women
But they never different so I left at night
Aye, bring that Thunder like Melo nigga
Told me things you can't tell yo nigga
When I'm brought up you start hesitating
Don't know why you and me been waiting
Tryna move on knowing that won't happen
Said if I was home this would never happen
But we both know that it never happened, damn

[Hook]

Didn't think this would be hard
Saw the end before the start
Aye, said you didn't need me anymore
Now I'm doing things you can't ignore