Now I Know

[Hook]
Feeling kinda good
Yeah, I'm feeling kinda right
Conversations in my mind
Every single fucking night
Try to spit about my life when I step up to the mic
I might
Write slow
With the lights low
Try to figure out the right flow, and debate on if I should just go
I dont know my purpose, I do not know my goal
The only thing I know, Is I'm living just to flow

[Verse: 1]
Give it all I got without a second fucking thought
Try to pick apart my mind behind the walls I raise, I find a maze of lines and phrases
None of this is what It seems, going through all these different phases
But I'm back to disperse a verse thats probably over rated
I act confident of what I'll be but I lack the strength and mental unity
I think back to the days where life was like a game, and it was only you and me
Now things are so strange, It's like I said In change, there's darkness all around me, the weight of the world pounds me yet I'm feeling kinda light, I'm determined to live above my burdens, I don't want no servent, I'll do everything my self, I'm gonna live like a king, but on the level of everyone else, motivated just to flow, gotta give em all a show, now I know, yeah, now I know my goal

[Hook]
Feeling kinda good
Yeah, I'm feeling kinda right
Conversations in my mind
Every single fucking night
Try to spit about my life when I step up to the mic
I might
Write slow
With the lights low
Try to figure the right the flow, and debate on if I should just go
Now I know my purpose, now I know my goal
The only thing I know, Is I'm living just to flow

[Verse: 2]
Imma switch the flow up, watch me go up, Imma elevate
It's time I spoke up, they told me "show us", they under-estimate, nah
Never listen when they hate, I don't get it, What's the point
Must've missed the memo, others pull up in a limo, like the opposite of camo, with no thought in the rain, If It's all the same, I'd rather walk, ain't about the money, ain't it funny it's about the bars and not about the talk
I'm feeling kinda lonely, I wish someone would hold me
Things aren't like momma told me, life is fucking hard
I'm on the road to riches, but nobody told me how far
It's like Im at the bottom of the sea, and I'm reaching for the stars
The hand I was dealt, all the feelings that I felt
Imma throw away this deck and get my own cards
Imma get my own cards
Now I know who I am
And I know where I'm going
And I don't give a damn where I am I'll be flowing
My skills and abilities are going to keep growing
Imma keep up with this whether or not you be knowing
Now I know who I am
And I know where I'm going
And I don't give a damn where I am I'll be flowing
But as this record is spinning to a close
I just wanna let you know, now I know all my goals