Now and Forever

Is this a dream or a nightmare?
Or is this how it’s supposed to be?
The world is spinning but I’m still
Here another year without you next to me

I guess I thought I’d get through this
Now it’s something I’m used to
The pain I’m learning to live with;
I’m slowly getting over getting over you

Holding on, take it slow
Try to move ahead but I can’t let go;
Feeling lost, remembering
Everything we are in a memory
Oh I want to know
If time heals all shouldn’t I feel better
Oh all I know
I loved you then now and forever

My closet’s full of your old clothes
Some you never even wore
I’ve got your number in my phone
Yeah I know I can’t call you anymore
This is part of me healing;
Something I’m getting used to
So as long as I’m living
I know I’m not ever getting over you

Holding on, take it slow
Try to move ahead but I can’t let go;
Feeling lost, remembering
Everything we are in a memory
Oh I want to know
If time heals all shouldn’t I feel better
Oh all I know
I loved you then now and forever

Another step, another night
Another breath;
Take it a day at a time
With you gone
Holding on
Is all that I know to do

Holding on, take it slow
Try to move ahead but I can’t let go;
Feeling lost, remembering
Everything we are in a memory
Oh I want to know
If time heals all shouldn’t I feel better
Oh all I know
I loved you then now and forever